4.14.2007

that's not vertigo, it's just my boobs



this move, this job, this life thing is having an unusual effect on me.
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i’ve worn the same perfume for six years. .. . but suddenly i need to branch out, and try/ buy a handful of other ones. . . none of which seem to smell any good on me once i get them home, but i guess they make for adequate girly decoration in my room. and yes, for a while i worried about how i stack up compared to my current roommates. my one shampoo brand seems paltry to the four brands that don my roommate’s bathroom collection.

i remember my first month when i felt the need to get bedroom furniture, dressers, night stands, armoires. after realizing that i wouldn’t be here for too long, i settled with my fallback college crate racks. now i’m glad that i won’t have much to move when it comes time.
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my appetite has been all over the map. famished for days, or not hungry for days at a time, or even better. . . currently everything i eat tastes good for about six bites, then quickly it turns into the most disgusting thing i’ve ever tasted.

and let’s not forget the first month and a half where no matter what i ate i ended up with a horrible bout of the loosies. . . i’m glad that phase has passed.
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the subject matter of my dreams is rather obvious. i toggle between overly plush and indulgently stress relieving dreams, or a release of aggression that can only be matched by a summer block buster. i’ve played with puppies for hours on end, and more recently baby tiger and jaguar cubs- those little tikes have some teeth on them, but they are small, so if they rough house a little too much, you can still just swat them away, or so says the physical laws of my dream state.

i spent several hours both verbally and physically beating up a fictitious coworker. what’s great about an argument within a dream is that you can play out EVERY scenario, kind of like it’s on a video loop, but you get to keep trying out different endings. you can even go back and revisit your favorite ones. what’s bad about an argument in a dream is you wake up having spent hours steeped in extreme aggression right before going to work. . . . it’s a great set up for a day.

or you can make an unexpected trip to the great wall in china. . . . but somehow get lost in a cavern within a gift shop. . . and never get to walk along the outside of the wall. yeah, dreams can do that to you.
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i’d like to say that through it all i’ve been able to keep an optimistic, positive outlook. . . but that would be a GI-NORMOUS FUCKING LIE!

and that little thing inside my head that tells me when i should use my inside voice. . . yeah, that’s dead. . . or at least in a vegetative state.
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then i noticed the vertigo and thought i was in real trouble. my ability to perceive distance was wavering, especially while walking down stairs. awesome. . . maybe i’m headed for a stroke. as fitting as my dying in this theatre college building would be. . . and as great a point it would prove. . . . it’s really not what i want. so, a couple days of vertigo on the stairs, and a couple without. . . and then another day with. . . wtf?

why do i feel unsure of my feet on the stairs? why am i having an issue seeing the stairs? time for some research.

didn’t have to go too far. on a day when i had trouble with the stairs i changed my view point a bit by slouching. suddenly no problem. proper posture. . . problem, slouching. . no problem. dammit i’m an idiot.

along with my desire to find a new perfume, i’d been trying out a few different bra models. some of them pushed my boobs out a little further then i’m used to, rather annoying.

my depth perception is just fine, and i don’t have vertigo. . . my boobs were getting in the way. christ on a pogo stick. . . . honesty. . . .


3.31.2007

how to vacation, kissam style


my brother flew out this past sunday. we’ve both been working some pretty long and stressful months. i had ‘spring break’ and he had a lot of time off due to him. and since he didn’t get to see the are when he helped me move out here. . . why not spend some time in the greater LA area?

what you need to get started. . .
a sibling- check
a plan, or some semblance of a plan- check
a friend who knows the area much better than yourself- check
a camera for documentation of good times had- check
a car (you are in LA. . . hello!)- check

the plan included far too many things than could actually be accomplished in the time that existed. . .

a trip to vegas
the penn and teller show
disneyland
universal studios
venice beach
the getty
the getty villa
the science center
magic mountain
the arclight
a couple of movies
amoeba records
some good dinners
several hours of guitar hero
a walk through hollywood
griffith observatory


after sitting down with my brother and the friend that knows far more about the area than i did (that would be michael). . . we knocked the list down to an accomplishable amount.

sunday:

dan arrives, and we stop for a late lunch at dink’s- a good jewish deli in town. we also stopped at target, i forget what for. . . but we seemed to think it was necessary at the time. later that night a dinner at george’s bistro.


monday:

i had to go to work for a part day. dan had never seen the school, so it turned into a tour, of sorts. the hallways were really quiet, but we walked the parts that i knew best. then another meal at dink’s. . . the evening was dedicated to hanging out in hollywood. we got to grauman’s chinese theatre and saw a bunch of the handprints, footprints, and tourists. we walked around a bit and then headed to dinner at chandara. . . yummy thai food. michael had to break off, but dan and i spent some time at amoeba records, and then set out for the arclight movie theatre. dan hadn’t seen pan’s labyrinth yet, and the arclight is a pretty great set up.

tuesday:

first off, i should let you know that it was our intention to not get up early to start our day. the idea being that we both also wanted to relax. . . so none of our days really started much before noon. we needed to stop by the school and check my mail, since dan shipped my birthday present and it was somewhat integral to our vacation. the box was there.. . . but we were onto the getty museum. it seemed to become dan’s favorite early on. we got to see handful, but there is much more. one of those problems about getting up late. . . a lot of places aren’t open all night. but we saw a decent amount for that day, and we were headed out to the santa monica pier for dinner. we arrived just in time to watch the sunset over the water.

wednesday:

we started off by breaking open the box dan had shipped and then a few rounds of guitar hero. . . . hehe. then. . . well. . . we were off to disneyland. we started with an hour long wait to get onto space mountain. the lines gradually got better throughout the day, but we fit in the jungle cruise, pirates of the caribbean (ps, the new animatronic jack sparrow is kind of amazing), mr. toad’s wild ride, the haunted mansion, buzz lightyear’s astro blasters, star tours, indiana jones adventure, it’s a small world. . . and space mountain again. the new red hot chili peppers music is pretty fantastic. i kept trying to compare it to disneyworld. . . but i don’t remember enough. it seems like the park has been going through some serious updates. even tink’s been updated during the fireworks. she’s all fiber optics and glowing.

thursday:

some more guitar hero to start the morning. in order to guarantee a spot into the star wars exhibit at the science center, we had to buy tickets to an imax movie. michael joined us again, and we got tickets to the 3D sea movie. . . pretty great. it almost made me feel bad about the sushi dinner we would be having later that day. . . but not THAT bad. :)
turns out the star wars exhibit is the same one they had in boston. there were some great artifacts and videos. it didn’t seem as large as the lord of the rings exhibit. . . but there was an R2D2 centric robot theatre thing that made up for any other inadequacies. it would’ve been nice to see what else was in the science center. . . but i guess i’ll have to do that later. there was a lot of annoying school children around, and it was obvious that there was some fancy function being set up as we were leaving.
dinner was a mon’s. it was something i was working up to for dan, since it’s some of the best sushi i’ve ever had. i was looking to find something dan would be impressed with, since he has really good sushi in boston. at one point he took a bite of something and in a slightly surprised tone said, ‘that’s really good tuna.’. . . . and i feel vindicated. we did have a small star sighting as well. i guess he shows up to this place pretty often. fabio had dinner a few tables away from us.

friday:

we had left friday open when we made our original plans. there were so many things we could put into it, but after dan saw the getty, we made the getty villa a priority. the villa requires more planning, and when we checked earlier in the week, it seemed as if it was booked up. a quick check on thursday evening showed that some appointments opened. . . so we quickly booked ourselves. it’s a pretty phenomenal place out in malibu. we got to get closer to the ocean again. . . .and well, walking around a roman style villa, filled with courtyards, gardens, fountains, and roman/ greek/ etruscan antiquities is a rather lovely way to spend a day. (universal studios was our backup plan, but i think we lucked out in getting to the villa.) we then traveled up the coast a bit to this well known fish fry place called neptune’s net. and another sunset across the water.

dan and i headed home with the intention to see blades of glory, but it was all sold out. we’d been talking a lot about 300, and i made him watch a video i found that focused on the hawk-man character from flash gordon, which i think was the inspiration for king leonidas. so. . . . we saw the 300 again, laughing at how much the two characters were alike.

saturday:

dan and i geeked out on our computers, downloading gps points of our excursions, photos, and such. he hopped on his plane after we stopped for some quick pizza.

just note. . . it wasn’t ALL fun and games. after sleeping in a bit each morning, i spent a few hours multitasking. . . on the phone either contacting students who had left me messages the day before (problems with their show), contacting places to reserve times and tickets, holding phone interviews for perspective crew members this summer, more phone conversations with my boss in santa fe discussing all the recent phone interviews, laptop at the ready looking up resumes for perspective crew members, emailing notes from interviews, and getting directions for that day’s outting. by the time dan and i would leave i was already high strung. . . so i can’t say i found it disappointing that in most places i had very little cell service. though i did hold an interview during dinner at disneyland.

overall themes for the trip. . .

        sleeping in a bit
        great weather- or at least, the weather that i like
        getting ushered out of every place we visited by security (that’s the drawback of starting your day later, places will close)
                getty- we were there till it closed, and there were no sandwiches left at the bakery
                disneyland- we were there till the park closed, of course they keep the shops open later (for our convenience- so they said). . .                 in other words, BUY OUR CRAP
                science center- they were bringing down the separation gates while we finished our snack (guess we don’t get to see any                 more of the museum?)
                villa- again, ushered out by security
        never getting to see everything. . . but possibly getting to see as much as our brains could handle that day
        gift shops- nearly every outting landed us in a gift shop while being ushered out
        oh yeah, and guitar hero.

did i leave anything out dan?



hmmm. . . is it any surprise that the most productive thing i did today was go grocery shopping? didn’t even bother to shower. . .

i need to become more personally productive. i need to find a dentist, and a chiropractor. . . . maybe a masseuse. . . i need an exercise regiment. . . i miss having a life, friends and stuff.

do i really have to go back to work tomorrow?

already got a phone call about a problem. . . . and so it begins.

enjoy some pictures of our week below.




fat cat


fat cat, originally uploaded by ekissam.

i took dan to school the first day. . . i know, how exciting right?! but we found this drawing in the animation school, and i can't help but think it looks a lot like his cat at home, scout.

52 card pick up


52 card pick up, originally uploaded by ekissam.

there's always something interesting going on in the basement of the building. here's a spewing deck of cards trailing across the ceiling.

minerva


minerva, originally uploaded by ekissam.

is this the original? there's a minerva statue at the potsdam state library. mom has some writing framed next to it. . . i can't remember if it's the same pose. (getty museum)

dan at getty


dan at getty, originally uploaded by ekissam.

dan seemed to really like the getty. we could probably spend another couple of days there. we certainly didn't see everything in our afternoon. . . but we saw a lot.

fun with shadows


fun with shadows, originally uploaded by ekissam.

we had some great weather all week for outtings. and the sunlight lends itself to some shadow play. here with dan, michael, and myself in the getty garden.

getty


getty, originally uploaded by ekissam.

it's hard to take a bad picture anywhere at the getty. this is looking back from the garden.

santa monica sunset


santa monica sunset, originally uploaded by ekissam.

we ended our day at the santa monica pier with a nice sunset and some mexican food.

guitar hero


guitar hero, originally uploaded by ekissam.

always good to start off the day like a rock star.

disneyland castle


disneyland castle, originally uploaded by ekissam.

it's kinda funny. when dan and i initially started to plan out vacation, i mentioned disneyworld. i had been as an adult, but dan hadn't since he was about 7. . . totally forgetting that disneyland is just a bit away from me where i live now. so. . . we tacked it on to our wednesday afternoon and evening.

my brain hurts. . .


my brain hurts. . ., originally uploaded by ekissam.

i tried to tell him. i tried to warn him, but since he hadn't done the 'small world' ride since he was a kid, he needed to do it again to remind himself of the horror. and, now he knows.

staring


staring, originally uploaded by ekissam.

this guy just got off the 'small world' ride too . . . oh. . . oh no. my mistake. this is a bust from the getty villa. sorry, the pictures got out of order.
:)

space mountain pic


space mountain pic, originally uploaded by ekissam.

we started the day at space mountain, and we ended it with space mountain. this time, we both flashed the horns the ENTIRE ride, just to be sure that we made the shot.

the horns


the horns, originally uploaded by ekissam.

in case we were too far away to see it in the previous picture. . here's a closer look. yep. . . something for the parentals to be proud of for sure.

my idol


my idol, originally uploaded by ekissam.

i missed the star wars exhibit while it was in boston. . . but it came around to LA recently. . . and dan, michael and i made an afternoon of it. first the 3D under the sea imax movie, and then a stroll through the star wars memorabelia. . . where i could see my own personal idol again. . . hehe.

yup


yup, originally uploaded by ekissam.

we're all adding robotic attributes and enhancements to different human characters that have been preselected for us. this is a rather lame component to the star wars attraction.

there is no try


there is no try, originally uploaded by ekissam.

gotta love gift/ museum shops. michael was really hoping this yoda backpack would belittle him as he set about his tasks. . . but it remained silent.

in between


in between, originally uploaded by ekissam.

in the rose garden outside the science center there's this small place (if you can see it at dan's feet) where he apparently isn't in the formal usa. good to know. . . just in case. . . you know. . . anything's possible. muhahahahahahahahaha

michael at the fountain


michael at the fountain, originally uploaded by ekissam.

michael at the fountain, and dan soaking up some shade in the east garden. it was a great day to visit the getty villa out in malibu.